So I know my wonderful church folks say this because they care for us and are looking out for us.
But I can’t help but thing what a really weird thing it is to hear.
Ever since we’ve introduced the Little Dude (formerly known as Nate Dogg) to our loving congregation, many of the folks “warned” us by saying different versions of “Don’t get too attached.”
And we look at each other on the way home and ask, “How can we not get attached?”
It’s not like we’re just house mates where we may bump into each other here or there and might have one or two casual conversations.
We have to take care of him. Love him. Nurture him. Help him. Guide him. Teach him. As far as we’re concerned, he’s our kid until he is not.
Now of course, they’re saying this for the inevitable day when we have to say good-bye. They don’t want us to be too hurt or too sad by the departure of the Little Dude. But it’s what we’ve signed up for. We know what we’re getting into. We know that the day will come when he has to go to his parents. And we are looking forward to that, for LD’s sake. Because, ideally, the best place for him to be is with his parents.
And I want to return him better than I found him, if you will. And in order to do that, we’ll have to pour our selves out into him. You can’t not get attached by doing that. There’s no cold way to do that. There’s no way you can do it with detachment. You’re all in. You’re investing it all.
Besides, we get attached to much smaller and insignificant things as human beings.
I legitimately get sad when I lose my favorite hat. For days. I think about it. I wish I could wear it. I miss the way it feels with the years of sweat and dirt on the brim that makes it an oh-so-perfect fit.
We get attached to our first cars. Our homes. Our rooms. Our dorm room. Our high school campus.
I even witnessed one man get so attached to a volleyball with a red hand print that he cried — bawled — when he lost it.
We get attached to our pets.
So how can you not expect to get attached to a human being that you feed, change, bathe, and care for?
We’re human beings. Not human doings. We’re not going to just do-do-do-do (hahaha doodoo) and then send him packing on his way. No, we’re gonna be with him the best way we can.
We want to make sure that he gets healthy when he’s with us while his parents are getting healthy so that they can be the healthiest versions of themselves when they’re finally united.
That’s going to take a lot of effort, strength, and time.
And because we’re sharing our lives together, getting attached to the Little Dude is bound to happen.
That’s okay. It’s a risk that we’ve took on. Because love always comes with a risk.
2 thoughts on “Church People Say The Darndest Things Pt. 4”
If you don’t get “attached” you’re not in a real relationship. So thankful to have you and your family loving in such a healthy way, for “little dude.” Many prayers for you.
Do get “too” attached. Not “don’t”. That is what Little Dude needs. Whether it’s a long-term foster situation and possible adoption or short-term with a reunification plan, he needs full, total, unconditional love. And attachment. And when reunification comes (or if it doesn’t), he will always have a piece of your heart. Because you did your best.